I haven't written in a month and I actually have new news to report. About 4 weeks ago I went for my first round of acupuncture. I still can't believe I did it. I was so scared to say the least, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Just a few of the needles hurt and the idea that this could solve my problems made it all worth it. The lady I see made me some huge promises in that she says I will probably be pregnant in 2 to 3 months. I go for my 4th round on Monday and I can honestly tell that it is working. She said that my uterus can go from being titled to normal. I have to say that I think she is right. I am so hopeful. Trying this has given me that boost of energy that I need and a new hope.
Today is my birthday and I feel great. I can't believe that I am 33 today. It just doesn't seem possible. When I think back to over 5 years ago and realizing that we were ready to start a family, I never dreamed I would be in the boat I am. I wanted to be a mom by the time I was 30 and now I am 33. I know it is just a number, but I feel like a tickimg timebomb. On the flip side, I finally think that God is thinking it is our time. Maybe it is the fact that I am more grounded from the acupuncture, but I really feel positive about it all. This is me saying, I think it is time. I guess time will see. Happy Birthday to Me and may this be the year of miracles and wishes coming true.
